He who continually goes forth weeping,
Bearing seed for sowing,
Shall doubtless come again with rejoicing,
Bringing his sheaves with him.
My
heart was hurting, my steps heavy when I set out for my morning walk, thoughts
centering on hopes that hadn’t come to fruition—hopes for relationships,
healings, my work and ministry, even my weight loss. Pained and bowed down, I
caught glimpse of spiky seed balls at my feet. I picked one up and examined it
closely. I noticed the many openings and sensed the Lord speaking.
Be
like the sweetgum tree. By nature, she opens her seed ball to release the seeds
to be dispersed on the wings of the wind. Where the seeds land, she does not
know. Which ones take root and grow, she does not know. Yet she trusts the wind,
and year by year she does it all over again.
Keep
doing the good you know to do (Galatians
6:9). Let it pour from your heart, open to the Spirit’s leading (Galatians
5:25). Keep releasing those seeds of prayer, encouragement, wisdom
and kindness. Keep pouring out your treasures of time, talent, even your money
and your stuff (Luke
6:38). I see it. I see all your hard work, your good deeds and
patient endurance (Revelation
2:19). Your prayers and kindness have not gone unnoticed (Acts
10:4). Trust the Spirit with your seeds. Allow Him to disperse them
as He sees fit, in the good soil. Even though you can’t see it and don’t know
how, your seeds are taking root and growing (Mark
4:27). And in time, you will come this way again rejoicing, carrying
your sheaves with you.
Dear God, thank You
for Your Spirit’s gentle reminder of the promises in Your Word. May I not
become weary in well doing and lose heart, but may I continually bring You my
seed for sowing, knowing that after a while I will reap of harvest of blessing.
Amen.