He reveals profound mysteries beyond man’s
understanding. He knows all hidden things, for he is light, and darkness is no
obstacle to him.—Daniel 2:22
I couldn’t say no. A chance to get together with longtime friend Tracy
and explore history—I’d definitely go—despite the scorching heat.
There we were standing on the grounds of an archaeological
dig, wiping sweat from our brow, in the oppressive 90-degree temperature,
listening to Tracy’s son Christopher deliver a crash course in Archaeology 101. A student at St. Mary’s College, Christopher
was involved in archaeological field work at Historic St. Mary's City, the site
of the fourth permanent settlement in British North America. He invited us to tour the site to see what
his team had uncovered—literally. I
listened intently as he pointed out the varying layers of soil, notably marked
by differences in color and texture, including the plow zone, which extends
beneath the surface to the depth at which a plow would penetrate. He explained how his team had dug a pit and
stopped when they reached a black plastic barrier left behind by a previous
team, indicating their stopping point. I was in awe as Christopher shared treasured
findings, such as broken pottery, fence lines and outlines of colonial homes, including
the brick foundation of the Brome-Howard house—surprisingly built on the foundation
of the Calvert home.
I stepped to the other side of the dig, retreating to the
welcoming shade of a nearby tree, and pondered the gift of archaeology—the opportunity
to step back in time. Digging up
artifacts sheds light on an era—its people, their customs, their treasures, and
their decision-making.
Philosopher George Santayana once said, “Those who do not
remember the past are condemned to repeat it.”
I wonder how many of us have repeated our mistakes, like
the Israelites who repeatedly disobeyed God.
Failing to remember what He had done for them in the past, they failed
to trust Him for their future. Their
consequence? Repeating laps around the
desert for 40 years. (See the book of
Numbers.)
How many of us have tried to hide our sin—or our pain and
regret—beneath a barrier that we dare not let anyone remove? We hide behind our plastic smiles as if
everything is okay, but the truth is we are far from it. How many of us have made poor decisions which
have shattered our lives? Perhaps we’ve
been the victims of abuse and have plowed those memories far beneath the
surface—those hurtful words, bitterness, and unforgiveness. Has it become our custom to harbor
resentment? Have we built the foundation
of our life on how others have lived theirs?
The truth is we
all experience disappointment—disappointment with ourselves, others, or how our
lives have played out. But God sees all.
Nothing is hidden from Him. So
maybe it’s time for us to be honest.
Pull back the barrier, dig up the junk, and bring it in the light. Let
us ask forgiveness for our sin and forgive others for theirs (Colossians 3:13),
never holding grudges, for neither does God (Micah 7:18). Let us bring all our broken pieces to Him,
for “He heals the brokenhearted
and binds up their wounds.” (Psalm 147:3)
He never disappoints!
Let us not forget our past, but learn from it and use it
for good—to tell of all the wonderful things the Lord has done (Psalm 9:1). Let us agree with King David as he says, “Praise the Lord, my soul, and forget not
all his benefits—who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,
who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion.” –
Psalm 103:2-3
God sees all. In fact, His “eyes…range
throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to
him…” (2 Chronicles 16:9) You can trust Him.
He will do what He says. No sweat!
Dear
Lord, there is nothing I can hide from You.
You see all; You know all. And
even when my life seems like a mystery, You have a plan to use my history for
good. Thank You for all Your benefits,
including forgiveness for my sin and healing of all my ills. May my life be an artifact of your mercy and
grace. Amen.
Excellent message Desiree!! Satan wants us to live in the past but God wants us to live in the present. For many of us, if not most, the past is where we do harbor regret, pain, and disappointment and our relationship with God suffers for it. If we take last week’s message and add it to this week, spending time daily with the Lord will help us to live in the here and now and God will heal us from whatever we’re wrestling with. The key is to go to God daily. He does and will heal us.
ReplyDeleteI’ve wanted to keep my responses to your blogs short but I feel inclined to share a poem that goes perfectly with your message. The poem is called “My Name is I AM” by Helen Mallicoat.
I was regretting the past and fearing the future.
Suddenly my Lord was speaking:
“My Name is I AM.”
He paused. I waited. He continued,
“When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard.
I am not there. My name is not I WAS.
When you live in the future, with its problems and fears, it is hard.
I am not there. My name is not I WILL BE.
When you live in this moment it is not hard.
I am here. My name is I AM.”
Thanks again for another inspiring message and God bless.
Jim
Desiree-this one hit me right in the heart. I have basically the same thoughts as Jim. You're super! Thanks for your words of encouragement every week...love, pam
ReplyDeleteHi Desiree!
ReplyDeleteThanks for your latest devotional. It truly touched my heart.
Earlier this year, I visited Solana Beach, CA with my two daughters. They have a number of "knick knack" shops there, many of which we perused! In one, I noticed a bunch of signs with clever sayings on them. One of them said, "You can't go on to the next chapter in your life if you keep re-reading the last one." How true. :)
After my divorce, one of the passages that the Lord gave me was this:"Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus (Philippians 3:13,14)."
We really can't press on and reach forward until we forget what lies behind. The past is the past and there is nothing we can do to change it. Learn from it, press on, and move forward.